November 30, 2009

Blame it on the hormones

oh, Provera, you are a pain in the ass! Daily headaches I can deal with, sore boobies are fine, sleepiness is tolerable but the damn mood swings are driving me batty! I am also crying at everything, seriously. Watching the Disney holiday special on HGTV had me bawling, Christmas commercials cause me to tear up and a weird look from Carlos makes me want to throw something at him. I made the STUPID mistake of watching Up, have you seen this? Why Disney? All I want to know is WHY?! I sobbed and announced that it was evil before firing off a pissy email to Disney. Then I informed a woman buying the movie at Target that it was horrible and not worth buying. I've lost my damn mind, I tell you!

I'm thinking that right now is the perfect time to call Dr. Nuts and tell him we found 4 swimmers. bwahahahaha, I can unleash all that is evil about my hormones in one call and I'm sure that it'll make me feel good. Also, Dr. L's office is taking it's sweet time returning my call from 2 weeks ago about whether or not the procedures will be covered and how much we will owe. I can't be greedy and not share all that is Amanda's bitchiness with everyone but them. They're on my call list tomorrow too!

I'm sure I will cry my eyes out after I call them. Want an example of my moodiness? Right now I can hear Christmas music playing from our living room, Silent Night is on and I can feel the tears burning my eyes. ::sigh:: Only 4 more days of Provera and then it's Yaz time, can't wait.


  1. So sorry about the hormones! I hope things will get better once you start with Yaz!

    Still so excited about the results of your last SA!

  2. I know what you mean about the movie, Up. I saw it and couldn't stop bawling while I was watching it.

    I'm sorry about the hormones. I don't know if this is any consolation but the hormones drove me crazy too!

    Best of luck!

  3. I'm so sorry that the hormones are giving you such trouble! You are taking those medicines for such a wonderful reason, so it is worth it!

    I haven't watched Up because I heard that the miscarriage part is hard.