Stupid, stupid, stupid...that is all I keep hearing in my head. The finances just can't be managed right now, we need to save some more and pay off some more before getting a loan the size we need for IVF. I guess now our aim is to be ready by the end of the year but more then likely, it won't be until next Spring.
I'm heartbroken and have spent the weekend crying. It seriously feels like it will never be our turn.