April 25, 2010

calling off our IVF

Stupid, stupid, stupid...that is all I keep hearing in my head. The finances just can't be managed right now, we need to save some more and pay off some more before getting a loan the size we need for IVF. I guess now our aim is to be ready by the end of the year but more then likely, it won't be until next Spring.

I'm heartbroken and have spent the weekend crying. It seriously feels like it will never be our turn.

8 comments:

  1. I am so sorry. There are no words.

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  2. I'm so so sorry. You're in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you are able to do IVF at the end of this year and that you don't have to wait until next spring. HUGS!!!!

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  3. Crap. That really sucks. So not fair that IVF is not covered.

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  5. I'm so sorry. I can feel your sadness.

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  6. i'm sooo sorry you have to call it off. this crap is hard enough, without throwing the money factor into the mix. it's simply unfair, and i don't know what i can say to make it better for you. i'm sending you huge hugs though, and hoping that you turn out to be one of *those* girls, who get preggers naturally while waiting for ivf. hey, we're already outliers having to do ivf, so why couldn't it happen! *positive* thoughts and vibes sent your way. *hugs*

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  7. I'm so sorry! I hate how unfair IF is :(

    (((hugs)))

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  8. thanks everyone, your support is priceless.

    @sienna- I'd love to be one of "those" girls but, we have no sperm and no ovulation so it would be a real miracle for us to get a surprise BFP! = )

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